Months have passed since I last held the pen,
Things have changed , situations turned
Around the wheel the destiny sung
Is it the end ,or a new life begun?
What's scary more than either of the two
If truth be told I feel it to be
Nothing different from what's always been
A silly depressed heart-broken me.
What else had I expected ever
What evidence behaved differently.
Rivers may cut through rocks
But boulders stand there brillaintly
Except there is no brilliance in this life
Pathetic pinings and make-belief shinings
Pretensions of glitter and starry eyes
Constant dissatisfaction and whinings.
3 years back when I was writing,
Has the theme changed at all?
Shame on the guy who was fighting
He just couldnt jump over the wall
Time's running out, or it already has?
Every second pushing down chances
Of making it through, crossing the wall
I cant survive now with mere glances.
This probably is the first of its kind
My complete and utter declaration
Of falling in love hopelessly
Another factor in my story of destruction
What stupidity led me to this?
What in the devil's name is happening
Have I not enough to hurt me yet?
Why another curse am I slappening?
Isn't love for those who know who they are
Whose life's are straight and clear.
And not for men lost and fallen
With no strands of optimism near?
I wish I were in control
With ecstasy on one side, and hope on the other
But those evasive bitches have eluded me forever
How long this should last, I shudder.
